We can restart our computer,how about life???

I really hope that i can restart my  life!
I had make a lots of wrong decision.
(╯０╰)
I have no plan my future  advance.

Now,I'm worry about my academic.
Can i get a good result in STPM?
Can i enter my ideal university?

I'm regret that why I just past my days muddle on?
What i did in last 18 years?
NOW,what can i do?
How to remedy my mistake?

(ㄒoㄒ)
I admit...
I didn't study smart.
Besides,I'm lazy to take part in Co-curricular activities.
Co-curriculum is important although it only contributes 10%.
I hope i can become a PSS after 2 month.
I want to be a PSS!!!
(Actually,my purpose is get co-cu marks.)

I dont know what am i supposed to do.
I felt helpless.
I hate my decadent life!
***sigh***
May i restart my life???