myself

Yesterday,after i finished writing my blog
i just click this click that at blogger.com
hahahaha =D
guess what?
i found something new!
that's my my friend's blog 
Sometime,I'm happy that I'm such a curious baby
i like to try whatever new things
then,i will found something new
so happy that i didn't get virus

sigh***
i felt i cant stand someone...
don't know that she is  really wanna go to Uni
or she has too many free time & nothing can do
so she go to study Form 6
to meet some new friends?!
to fill up free time?!
Is she go there for study "paktohlogy"?
Why i said like that?
Because she just seem like idle
that's OK,
never mind,that's not my business.
BUT she had disturbing me when i was attending class
she like to talk with me when I'm busy
SO, i just cant STAND her!!

Recently,i cant control myself
when I'm talking with my mom
and she ask me to repeat again
i will lose control!!
i had many stress
many things gonna settle
my EQ has been dropped to ZERO
i hope i can recover soon
i don't want GO BANANA!!
Sorry mom,my attitude so bad recently!

A few days ago,
Frankie said she cant understand people in love.
Suddenly,i found i was evasive about a topic 
that's my relationship status
I'm envy?!
or admire?!
(sorry,i cant found a suitable adjective)
some people
they can just tell their spouse what they are thinking
what their feeling
i thought i cant do it
I'm difficult in speak my own mind to other people
but i hope the other will knew what i" thinking
that's ridiculous!
i thought i must spend some time
to learn how to communicate with the other

All the matter happened recent make me think a lot
i have a decision:i wanna work alone
i found i cant work at crowded places
i will be interrupt by them
even is a little sound of voices
i also cant thinking!
i need a quite,silent,peaceful place.
NO MORE talking
NO MORE crying
NO MORE laughing
just got breathing
so i can think properly.

When i stayed in Triang,
the next door neighbors was noisy!
When i went back home,
there also has many sounds of baby crying,
auntie's  talking,blame their child,loudly music etc...
Under this condition,
i cant study!
i have no mood to do my homework!
i cant calm my mind!
I'm envy someone who can do his/her work,
although he/she is in a noisy place.